Well moving on is harder than falling in love...

So it’s weird between us. I mean how can I say that? We haven’t talked in a while for anything to be weird right? I tried, tried a lot… but what happened? I feel like some loser girl who was running after some guy she is hopelessly in love with who acted like he loved her and then kissed her and made her believed her he loved her with the same intensity. He gave her all those memories, those dates and those walks, those words and those sweet talks… and she gave him her heart thinking he’d keep it safe forever, thought that his promise of never giving up on his feelings for her would be true… but then she was sensitive inside, the ray of hope in her emotionless heart had again shown when he entered in her life… and she believed him and thought if it ended it will only be because of the distance and nothing else. But then she was new to all this.

It had taken her time to move on from the guy who hadn’t loved her ever, from that one-sided relationship she was in earlier... Only to find him standing at the end of the dark tunnel with his arms open wide accepting her the way she is, loving her for herself. And she gave in. for the first time in her life she let go of everything and gave in to LOVE. Something she had dreaded forever. She gave in to him, later realizing how wrong this was.

He did give her some memories, some memories she wont forget for all the years to come. He gave her, her first kiss. well that's one thing she would always remember him for except that he hurt her like no one else ever did. he gave her a reason to never fall in love again! He made her realize that love is not for her.That she is not that type of girl guys fall in love with, just use them and throw them.. he taught her things about life.. But her biggest fear is will she get back the boy who used to be her friend and not her lover?